There's not a single day
Where I don't think about you
Whenever I lay asleep
I fall asleep thinking of you

There's a time
Where I wish you were here
With me in bed

I would turn my head
And see your smile
Feel the warmth of your hand
On my cheek

As I lay up in the morning
I would imagine you sleeping next to me
Only to gaze upon the beauty that lays before me
As I take the opportunity to give you a kiss

And as the days comes and goes
You are always on my mind
Staring up at the blazing blue sky
Hoping and wishing you are doing well

Planning one day
That I will be able to sleep with you
That I will be there for you when you need me
Making sure that your wish for me
Comes true
Making sure that my wish for you
Comes true

I have known you

Since we both met

I’ve always been around

Whenever you were alone

And we were always with each other

 

When time flew on

I’ve always wanted to be with you

And each time

I wanted to feel more than what already is

I’ve started feeling more

 

When time came and gone

I could no longer bear the feelings

I wanted to tell you what I felt

I’ve wanted to be with you

But not as friends

 

So I waited until the day

When everyone feels Love

When everyone is with someone they Love

I waited

I’ve always waited

And now I’ll tell you

 

When we were together

I wanted to tell you so badly

I wanted you to know

That I could no longer be friends with you

But you were always busy

 

So I waited until the end of the day

When we are with each other

I waited for the right moment

And said it in the silence in the midst of us

“I love you”

 

She looked at me

“I love you”

I said again

But her silence

Made me feel in doubt

I was afraid

Hoping that the worse wouldn’t happen

 

She caressed my cheek

She stared into my eyes

And kissed me

I stared in amazement

In the moment of the silence

I kissed her

 

Took her in my arms

Held her close

Never wanting to let go

I asked her

“Will you be my Angel?”

She asked
”My loving Valentines Angel?”

 

From that moment

I’m not her friend
I’m more than her friend
We’re both more than friends to each other

We’re each others Angels

 

don't you just love it when things you know wont go wrong, end up actually going wrong in gigantic proportions. yeah I'm in the middle of everything that's happening around this time of year. not that i mind or anything, i just wish that they didn't happen all at once. things have just been falling apart lately and its really stressin' me out for a bit. all these things are actually making me get angrier alot more easier than before. as most of you know i have a tendency of holding in my anger and most of you are probably saying "that's bad for you" and well i know it is but sometimes you just gotta have to do so. ive been biting my upper lip(not literally) just so i can hold my anger in so i dont blow up on someone random or on someone that i care for alot, just so i can help them with whatever problem they have. its cool and all for me that i'm helping them go through with their problems and what not, and that's what i set out to do for them in the first place, but i sometimes needs some space to calm myself down a bit. if things keep going as they are i might end up hurting someone either physically or emotionally, and if i did that i would not ever be able to forgive myself for it and might never be forgiven for doing what i did. i started the organization to ensure that all my friends and family and my friends family are doing going on with any sort of major hardship. i knew that if i did this, i would build up alot of unwanted stress and anger, but thats what airsoft is for. its for me to relieve and release all the built up stress and anger, by combining it with tactical thinking and skill. but all that aside, i just hope the rest of this year doesnt blow up in my face and everything falls apart all at once. and well one can only for the best of things and only hope that it doesnt happen......